http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com Just another WordPress.com weblog Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:48:02 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://s2.wp.com/i/buttonw-com.png http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/waiting-as-usual/ http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/waiting-as-usual/#comments Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:48:02 +0000 babydreamer33 http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/?p=7 ]]> So, I’m taking a medicine called Provera. What Provera basically does is make sure that you have one normal mentrual cycle once a month. Anyhow, since May, I have been very regular. My cycle has come on the 18. Well, low and behold this month, it hasn’t come yet. Today is the 22nd of September. So, now, I know you are wondering, why won’t I just take a test right? I”m afraid of seeing that nagging, disappointing minus pop up on the screen or that dreadful one line.  Plus, I’m cramping as if I’m about to start in my back and legs. I’m pretty sure that what’s coming is not a baby this time..and once again, I’m sad…

]]> http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/waiting-as-usual/feed/ 0 babydreamer33 http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/hello-world/ http://babydreamer33.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/hello-world/#comments Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:06:12 +0000 babydreamer33 ]]> Who would have thought that once you met the man of your dreams and had your fairy tale wedding that getting pregnant wouldn’t go as smoothly? Well, I certainly wouldn’t have imagined it.  I truly thought that it would all be much simpler. Yet, my husband and I have been trying to have a baby since last March, March 2008. It’s now been about a year and six months and I won’t lie to you and say it’s easy. It’s not. It’s been really difficult for me, especially since we passed the “one year of trying” mark.  I’m hoping that by blogging my feelings, I’ll get them out and feel better about the emotional circumstance I currently find myself in. So, here goes…..

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